Say What You Mean

For the first time in 5 yrs im not cryin over you
I apologized for an hour straight what more do you want me to do?
Last week was a lil rough but got so high I floated rite past
Ur used to me actin young, stalking online or putting u on blast
But nunna that this time, turned a new leaf today
U cuda jus gone wit me, been wit my fam to pray
But u wanted to prove ur point and now look
Everyday u checkin MYspace like it’s a good book
But nah no petty shit here, I aint even mad
Don’t gotta take u down or delete the good times we had

The exact moment I realized it was already a week
My fone started ringin, Mama Lynn wanted to speak
How ironic I thought jus when I remembered you
You were talking bout me and thinking bout me too
Sweet lady, she really is, said not to worry we’ll get back together
She was definitely telling him he could find none better
Let’s jus leave everything alone, its history
If we end up together that’s our destiny
But I’ve played all my cards, no tricks up my sleeve
You kept pushin me away so I let you leave

I shook your hand and said goodbye
Put my heart in my words and started to cry
Say what you mean and mean what you say
Said sorry, I meant it, got nothin left to say
If you don’t know me by now, you don’t kno me at all
Now you’ll never get to kno me, which saves me from a fall
Its not a bad thing really jus another sad ending
I made you my world, my life, my everything
You said it’s over, if you meant it, then keep actin that way
I’m rollin the dice and lettin the chips fall where they may